You’re Moving too Fast. Slow Down.

Today’s work is over. So the room and the computer solely belong to me now, until i have to come home and start over tomorrow. It’s ten to five, the dark side is approaching.

Night after night i spent stargazing, left me away with thought i have to bear in the morning. Perhaps, that reminds me why we once fear the dark. 

See, this calmness that hugged me along as everyone’s leaving. it used to be always there. I don’t know when it went away, now I got this back, I’mma enjoy it for some time. So I plan to go home a little late. I want to see the streets at night. a world I once knew and left behind.I can hear the hustle and bustle from my office, I guess the traffic is fine. 

By this age, I think I know that the world isn’t as simple as it used to be. Although It’s kinda hard to measure since you don’t have the same mind back then when you’re younger. Some friends are now foes. Some are traitors. And the rest are backstabber. The world ain’t fair. We all now it. Even for a brainless punk like me (even if I’m into U2). 

They say boys are from Mars. So we were born to fight. Some fight to propose, some fight to oppose, some just follow, some lose, some get killed. some got lost, and none ever win.

Friendly faces had turned against me. By time, I will have to turn against them either. It’s sad. But the road has been built. And the engine started as our life begin. And it’s only the matter of choice on the crossroads.

Have you ever wonder why some questions have no answer? I think I have. There’s no book thick enough to answer all. Even the bible. “Does anybody really know the secret? What the combination for this life, and why they keep it? It’s kinda sad when you don’t know the meaning, but everything’s happen for a reason” ~Limp Bizkit.

What do we actually want to know? Why? What if you’re actually know the answer, you just don’t realize? What if there actually no answer? Should we be dead to know the answer? But will you die to find the answer?

Joshua Bell, one of the best musician in the world plays one of the most beautiful composition with one of the best violin ever crafted down the subway, and no one realize. over two thousand pedestrian walk in and out the station and only less than one percent give a shit about him or the music he played. But will you?

We’ve been walking too fast. We need to slow down. Life can’t wait, but it’s over when it’s over. If we can’t perceive such beauty, imagine how many other thing that we missed? 

The answer lies on the whispering wind. that’s why all we gotta do is stop, and listen. I’ll try. Will you?

Where the streets have no name, we’re still building then burning down love. Burning down love. And when I go there, I go there with you.

U2 – Whee the Streets Have No Name

Hello Morning Rain, My Old Friend

It’s 10 minutes to 9, means that’s all i got before having to start working. It’s all the bed’s fault. Somehow, it’s much, much, much more comfortable in the morning. So I grab my harmonica and starts playing, just so I know i wasn’t still dreaming. 

two minutes is enough, so I rushed to bathroom fo bladder, but the room’s occupied. so i came back to my room and turne on my computer, only to charge my blackberry. I take a sneak peek to the bathroom, the door is still shut. so I went to terrace to enjoy the rain, one of some activity that I used to enjoy while I was jobless. It always able to take me so far away beyond my mind. Not much different now, except that now I can’t get caught in this activity for too long and my guitar is broken.

But today is a wee bit of exception. The clock tell me that i’m late, and I even hear the bathroom door opened, but I don’t feel like getting to shower immediately. Not in this kind of weather. Rainy morning is my very old est friend. It used to always be there when I need to throw some garbage off my small brain (well you can’t expect it to rain anytime you want, but somehow it always came on the right time) and this time, is so wrong, I’m fifteen minutes away from being late, and my bladder was getting back. So I’ve got to dismiss my small reunion and get back to reality. But only for 5 minutes back then, it told me stories, old time stories. Quite enough to hold my chin up high this morning. 

It’s 5 past 9 now, and my boss hasn’t show up. but I’m quite sure he’ll be right here very soon, so goodbye for now. Have a nice day, everyone. 🙂

You’re into U2, how brainless can you be?

Yola Pravika

just this once. just for now. just like that. it’s over

Dashboard Confessional – Belle of the Boulevard

You can plan a pretty picnic, but you can’t predict the weather

Vines, the – Ms. jackson

skill is dead

Arbouretum Singer: ‘I Didn’t Even Know Muse And 30 Seconds To Mars Existed’

Arbouretum Singer: ‘I Didn’t Even Know Muse And 30 Seconds To Mars Existed’

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story: Me

illustration: Cepe

… So God bless you all for the song you saved us… for the hearts you break every time you moan …

Minerva – Deftones

Derai Derai Cemara

oleh: Chairil Anwar

Cemara menderai sampai jauh
terasa hari akan jadi malam
ada beberapa dahan di tingkap merapuh
dipukul angin yang terpendam

Aku sekarang orangnya bisa tahan
sudah berapa waktu bukan kanak lagi
tapi dulu memang ada suatu bahan
yang bukan dasar perhitungan kini

Hidup hanya menunda kekalahan
tambah terasing dari cinta sekolah rendah
dan tahu, ada yang tetap tidak terucapkan
sebelum pada akhirnya kita menyerah

SINEMATA: SINEMATA #001 Februari 2011

sinemata:

Halo, kawan sekalian, salam jumpa, di bulan Februari ini. Kami dari SINEMATA hadir dengan konten yang sangat februari sekali..nggghmm… ya sangat Februari sekali…sediakan cokelat berbentuk hati untuk asmara dan segulungan tisu untuk nelangsa.

Sebelumnya kami berterima kasih kepada Mas…

SINEMATA: SINEMATA #001 Februari 2011


I know it’s two days late. Well, it took me that long to recover from the shock.

yeah, I know it is two days late

yeah, I know it is two days late

The White Stripes would like to announce that today, February 2nd, 2011, 
their band has officially ended and will make no further new recordings or perform live. 

The reason is not due to artistic differences or lack of wanting to continue, nor any 
health issues as both Meg and Jack are feeling fine and in good health. 

It is for a myriad of reasons, but mostly to preserve What is beautiful and special about 
the band and have it stay that way. 

Meg and Jack want to thank every one of their fans and admirers for the incredible 
support they have given throughout the 13 plus years of the White Stripes’ intense and 
incredible career. 

Third Man Records will continue to put out unreleased live and studio recordings from 
The White Stripes in their Vault Subscription record club, as well as through regular 
channels. 

Both Meg and Jack hope this decision isn’t met with sorrow by their fans but that it is 
seen as a positive move done out of respect for the art and music that the band has 
created. It is also done with the utmost respect to those fans who’ve shared in those 
creations, with their feelings considered greatly. 

With that in mind the band have this to say: 

“The White Stripes do not belong to Meg and Jack anymore. The White Stripes belong 
to you now and you can do with it whatever you want. The beauty of art and music is 
that it can last forever if people want it to. Thank you for sharing this experience. Your 
involvement will never be lost on us and we are truly grateful.” 

Sincerely, 
Meg and Jack White 
The White Stripes

you hate me simply because I’m everything you ever wanted to be, but you can never be

Velvet Revolver and Weiland.

Will Slipknot’s Corey Taylor Front Velvet Revolver?

Will Slipknot’s Corey Taylor Front Velvet Revolver?